it was that moment that I once again felt alive. in that dim gray moment did I remember what we are here for. we are here for smiles like all of the people around me right now. we are here for tears. for hugs. for the feeling of rain on your freshly cut shoulders. the sounds of shouts and watching that one last bubble fall to the ground.
breathe.
im winning and losing and making mistakes and learning every single day but what i can really be thankful for is that im blessed enough to wake up and live every morning.
kip dont forget why you have sacrificed everything.
My favorite boys in the whole wide world. <3
I just don’t want to spend the rest of my life wondering what would have happened if I always had you. take a chance.
there is love and there is life and i will forever have to clear my throat in between. it’s not even late yet so the windows are wide open and i can feel the cold breeze on my bumpy cracking skin. red is the color of the season, or so my body says, because it flows from my coarse knuckles throughout the day. there is music and there is dancing, apparently. it’s hard to believe because i haven’t seen any of it. day by day and no sweet embrace because i’m stuck here without any options. my mood is shifting to and fro and for the next few days i will think of nothing else but you.
please don’t let me down this time. i’ve come a long way just to fall back into line.
“you can’t lose hope just yet.”
